Negative Thoughs Dumping Ground

Sunday, September 04, 2005

im slowly recovering frm the sunburnt le. now it's getting itchy n painful. a 'wonderful' combination rite? haha. anyway. tml im gonna meet my ger gang le. yay! going to shop too. hopefully i'll be able to buy the nike shoes. cant wait to see all of them tml.

maybe some of u wld know tat my ah gong is not in gd health recently. a few weeks ago, it has been found tat he needs to be put on kidney dialysis. he will not recover anymore but get worse slowly. in other words, he will leave us soon. my ma told me he isnt scared of dying. but my ma is already dead worried for him. wad wld happen if he rly does leave us? he doesnt wan to go for the dialysis as it's very expensive n he doesnt wan to drag on. if he eats properly, he can live for another 6 years. if not, jus 1 more mth.

can u imagine the difference? one month! although i cant rly communicate with him, i jus dun wish to lose him as my ah gong. he's the only grandpa left. i dun hav any other zhang bei to look up to le. i hope i wont regret like the time my grandma passed away. i hope to cherish him more. n maybe one day, i will tell him i love him.

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